Last night on
the way home, I drove in light rain; it was mostly splashes from the street and
other vehicles, but a light rain. And
the sun was shining, with the gray clouds scattered above, and ...
The
beauty of it all in that short moment made me cry. But, the tears only reflected my feelings of
inadequacy and aloneness – but also gave me the assurance that there is
One much greater than I. His promise to
me is that He’ll always be there to guide me through it all. Right now, as usual, I need that assurance.
Things are going
crazy at home again. I just don’t know
what to do! We know what the medical
problem is, but the complaining, confusion, arguing all continues. And, the fact that he will not accept the
medical problem that has been diagnosed by a doctor makes life even harder! His response: “There’s nothing wrong with
me. It’s all in your head!”
So, I look back
to that beautiful rainbow and try to hold onto the assurance that God is
here through it all! His Word tells us not
to be anxious about anything; not to worry about anything! We (I) only need to pray thanking God that He
will supply all my needs.
Knowing
that God is there to take the worry away is easy in saying, in knowing; but we
(I) so easily forget this. I worry
needlessly about things because I feel I am in this alone. If I don’t do it, who will? But, God tells me I should not worry
or be anxious because I am not in this alone! He is and will always be there to lead, to
guide, to walk beside me. His Word says
so; I believe this – but why is it so hard to let go of this worry?
Can all your worries add
a single moment to your life?
“So don’t worry about tomorrow,
for tomorrow will bring its own worries.
Today’s trouble is enough for today.
Thinking of you. I know that this is not easy. But you're right God is with us. God never leaves us or forsakes us. Sending hugs your way!
ReplyDeleteThank you! I appreciate your kind words...I KNOW in my heart that God IS with me and will not forsake me. It is just so hard to remember that when in the midst of an outburst (from him) or when I am just plain tired of it all! And I know we are really in the beginning of this caregiving; I've been doing everything for so many years - yet he IS capable of doing some things; it's just not up to the "health or hygiene" standards! Appreciate your following and commenting!
DeleteNow I've stolen a picture from you for my 'inspirational' pics album. Thanks again, praying and crying also.
ReplyDeleteYou are more than welcome to "steal" any picture you wish for your inspirational pics album! I find them online anyway...thanks for reading and commenting and especially for praying...sorry for making you cry!
DeleteI'm so sorry for the situation at home - praying for you.
ReplyDeleteThank you for reading - and for prayers! They certainly do help!
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